if the buoys come

from by Marrice Anthony

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this song was originally titled "out to sea".


untied heart valves & broke vows
u broke free & i broke down,
won't break silence can't face u,
u broke my spirit i need a breakthrough,
back in my room w/ no rent money,
u in back of my mind playing tricks on me,
coming from vacay for no reason,
at least in LA there's no seasons,
at least in illinois it was quiet,
despite the riots
i was dodging the sirens,
at least in detroit there was memories,
despite death creating breaks in the symmetry,
back to these cold streets that invented me,
i wonder if u even mention me >
although i'd turn u away if u'd ever visit me,
i guess we all stop making sense eventually,
u & i in polaroids overjoyed
wiped clean from sets the underwhelming effects
ya kisses on my neck & we were supposed to go for more,,
but i don't even wanna go no more,
four walls developing voice boxes
pouring out they secrets pushing me to the deep end
say it comes in waves but i ain't ever believe em >
this ain't an even trade neither i need a breather,
guess u really gotta bring sand to the beach,
& that coast so far that it's way out of reach >
but i just wanna set sail under God's golden eyes >
till traffic behind mine comes to a sudden screech,
i just wanna dive until i'm buried underneath >
might as well i'm already suffocating in this heat,
i lost hope when u sent me out to sea >
& hopefully i'll find it when i sink
i'm probably prideful & weak
cuz i don't wanna come back up for air,
if that means i gotta live one more day in this pain
i need release, so if the buoys come then so be it
but don't need em,
there's something down there waiting for me,


from if the buoys come - Single, released November 1, 2017
prod. Right Beat Radio


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Marrice Anthony Wichita, Kansas

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my name is marrice anthony (lynch),
i'm not that interesting of a person, & i'm really only good at writing/performing raps. this is my heart right here, & honestly it's only a piece of it. nice to meet you. here's a bunch of cool shit i did in my room. ... more

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